Untitled #2

haha, ternyata bahasa inggris aku belepotan. May I keep writing English, so I can say tons of things easily?

Why I choose write this Untittled 2 is because I just feels like writing a trash so no one will understand what I wrote.

Today, I declare that I hate everything that just happened. My printer was broken, but there's still 1 more task that I have to print. Another "makalah". Makalah everywhere, that's why I hate May besides some another freaky reasons.

Last year, I spent my May just like this month. Too much homework, too much problem, until so many things that I wanna do but everything gone wrong so I can't do the "many things" just like what I expected.

So, don't expect too much cause it will hurt you so much

Anyway, the other things that makes me hate May is, yaa, it's 31 days to be passed and it goes like burning in hell, even I never feel it, yet 

Please God, I can;t stand with the fires inside Your hell :(

Well, another thing is, he is making me up, then break me down, deepest hill that I've ever feel. I'm starting to think that I shouldn't take that risk, take the whole impossible things

Haha, even the impossible says that I'm Possible, ah, another bullshit

If you read my another stories, I guarantee you I've changed

It's because May, because the last semester exams, the tasks, the annoying teacher, ah, everything
and I'm starting to get frustrating about those silly things in my high school life. Just like this blog said

Guys, I think it's enough for me to open my blog. I need a rest, I need to refresh my mind than I can wrote something more productive.

But actually, I've tried to sing Tahu Diri, and it's kinda, match with my voice, so I'll record it for my youtube later :) after exams next week of coarse.

I can sing it until the last teardrops, for the next amburadul voices, but my piano is not helping me so much, so I'll find another way to record it.

Hey, I miss someone. But I've throw it away.. Lalala~
Oh past, I hate you. Bye

-Tahu Diri-

Maudy.Ayunda

Hai, selamat bertemu lagi

Aku sudah lama menghindarimu

Sialku lah, kau ada disini

Sungguh tak mudah bagiku

Rasanya tak ingin bernafas lagi

Tegak berdiri, di depanmu kini

Sakitnya menusuki jantung ini

Melawan cinta yang ada di hati

Dan upayaku tahu diri

 Tak s'lamanya berhasil

Pabila kau muncul terus begini

Tanpa pernah kita bisa bersama

Pergilah, menghilang sajalah

Lagi..

Bye, selamat berpisah lagi

Meski masih ingin memandangimu

Lebih baik, kau tiada disini

Sungguh tak mudah bagiku

Menghentikan s'gala khayalan gila

Jika kau ada, dan ku cuma bisa

Meradang, menjadi yang disisimu

Membenci nasibku yang tak berubah

Dan upayaku tahu diri

Tak s'lamanya berhasil

Pabila, kau muncul terus begini

Tanpa pernah kita bisa bersama

Pergilah, menghilang sajalah

Lagi..

Berkali-kali kau berkata, kau cinta tapi tak bisa

Berkali-kali ku t'lah berjanji 

Menyerah..

Dan upayaku tahu diri

Tak s'lamanya berhasil

Dan upayaku tahu diri

Tak s'lamanya berhasil

Pabila, kau muncul terus begini

Tanpa pernah, kita bisa bersama

Pergilah, menghilang sajalah

Pergilah, menghilang sajalah

Pergilah, menghilang sajalah

Lagi...

EPILOG

Seems like I haven't ready to move on

But, 

Should I get ready for it?

Sometimes, it just flow like a water

And what I should do is just wait until the water coming out

And I'll flow with it 

Wherever it takes me by

To the furthest place

Most beautiful place I've ever seen

Is it possible?

Or, should I blew with the wind

So I can get higher,

More than Empire State

Because

I'm still thinking of you

But I never know

Never think if

You do the same thing

Like I do, like I feel

Or, should I never know about you?

When it gets darker 

The only light I would follow was just you

Now, I lost the light

And I don't have any flashlight

To wait until the candle is made for me

Then, why I forget to take a flashlight?

Because I trusted you, too much

I have to step back

For my past, for my present

For her, for you

Don't you get it?

I still stuck inside the same cage

But stupidly I never realize

The trap was so deep

You made it, but you will take me back

To make me dropped inside the next trap

You'll make the next trap

Yeah, you'll make it

Thank you

For the light you have given to me

I'm used to it

But I know,

You'll never forget us

You'll take the other train

But never leaves your briefcase

Thank you

For everything

The trap, the light, the briefcase